It’s been 5 weeks since I’ve slept more than 2 hours a night. I’m so annoyed. I’ve tried over the counter sleep aids: Benadryl, Tylenol PM, Nyquil, melatonin, Jack Daniels, and the list goes on. 

I’ve cut my caffeine intake down to one cup of coffee which is one cup first thing in the morning. 

Nope….I’m not stresed out. Love my job, happy marriage, no financial problems, my life is really good. 

But….why can’t I sleep?!?! I went to my Dr hoping he would provide something. He just increased my cymbalta another 30 mg. No….I’m not depressed….I take it for my anger issues and anxiety. It’s helped a lot when it comes to stupid lazy people. Instead of me being annoyed and verbally abusive to these type of coworkers now I just don’t care. I’m as cool as a fucking cucumber. 

But…..the increase in mg isn’t helping me sleep. If I had balls I would tell Doc he could suck my balls and give me some ambien. 

He said to give it 30 days…….sigh…..

Thanks for letting me vent loves. I’m absolutely exhausted. Waaaahhhhh!